I know i'm not ready yet.

30+ days to O's!!!!! kinda scary huh? :/ well, this period has been really really hard on me and i'm not ready for so many things. First O's. One regret i now i will have when i receive my O's level results would be not working hard during my lower secondary days and never really putting in much effort towards examinations. Well, an optimistic way to comfort myself is "Part of growing up is bearing your own consequences" right? (: haha. Secondly, i'm so not ready to leave CCHMS at all, seriously. I always say i hate the school, but never did i think it will be so sad to know that i'm graduating in about 19 days? Partly it is because of bball definitely. I always say i regret going CCHMS when i had the chance to go to AHS. I would have become a National Champion in sec1 and another three years as National Top4. Will i become a better player there? Yes. Will i look back and say how dumb i was? Yes. But playing for CCHMS, i will always keep those moments in my heart. Sure i didnt bring glory to the school in anyway, i always fail during the big games, i wasnt a good captain in anyway, but i sure had fun.(: Well, its all part of growing up anyway....For now, O's please come quickly, you have no idea how much i wanna be on the court again. (: