Poly? JC? idk.

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This is the hardest decision i have to make, ever! I know everything do depends on my Olevel's score but im already starting to get scared having to make this hard decision. I dont want to make the wrong one just like how i made the wrong decision to go Chung Cheng. The uncertainty of my future is bothering me a lot recently and its super hard to not think about it. Going poly will definitely suit the way i want to live my life, laid back and not needing to study so hard but that would spell the end of competitive basketball for me and possibly ruin my chances to make it to university which i would really want to attend. JC, dont even talk about coping first, I myself have no idea how their subject combination works. H1/H2 WTH IS THAT?!?!?!?! and ppl say 2 years of jc life is like in those 2 years everyday is Olevels. I know im not ready to do that to be honest but its freaking vjc that is offering me a place in their school and that is so hard to turn down! Knowing all my friends would take the JC path no matter what, its hard for me to take the other path knowing that you are left alone walking in that path and it scares me this new world. Not going JC seems like the end of the world for you, your future is already put in a disadvantage as compared to those who attend JC. SO.....HOW?!?! i myself have no idea what i want, looking at poly courses doesnt interest me but i worry about not being able to cope in jc. This is just some of the rare times where i wished i was like those smartasses whose future is secured.